all for you ( june 2015)

I’ve lost a love, to keep you alive

my dreams were changed

plans re- arranged

the struggle became to real

But by having you, a part of me was born

 

I’m drenched in debt ,to keep you safe

My ends just dont want to meet

i only want to provide for our basic need

The hunger to go above and beyond will stay

by having you, gave my life new meaning

 

I’m getting weak, by keeping you happy

As my days get numbered

I will always be there for you

The thought of ever leaving you , kill more than my soul

having you , keeps me from letting go

 

I’ve become alone , by choosing you

no man will ever be above you

My burden is to heavy

my baggage is to many

The truth about life : You never get something you cant deal with

 

Ive come to peace with my demons

It’s time you do too

 

 

 

 

Skape

So deesdae het ek die voorreg om elke dag skaapies dop te hou. Terwyl ek wag vir my vriendin om klaar te werk dan het ek die lieflike uitsig van skape. Nou ek’t aan die begin van die jaar so opsessie met skape gekry. Vir een of ander rede dink ek hulle is vrek oulik! Ek wil so graag twee skaapies hê, maar my huis omstandighede laat dit nog nie toe nie. Miskien is dit omdat ek weet  hulle sal nie my katte verjaag soos ‘n hond sal nie. Maar skape sal op my wens lys bly. Continue reading

Baba Katte

Kyk die kat wat kleintjies gekry het spook by my. Ekt nou al orals gesoek en kry niks… Op die plaas waar ek werk is baie katte. Nie enige katte nie – mooi gemmer katte. Hulle het eintlik n lekker lewe hier by ons. Lekker baie jag spasie vir al die vet duiwe wat sukkel om op te kom nadat hulle die beeste se voer ingevaar het. En dan as hulle nie so gelukkig was om n duifie te vang dan wag hier lekker kos by die kantoor.

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Call centers

“Good day, Mam. Its Tertia speaking. I’m calling from “which ever company”.  How are you doing on this lovely day? (Not giving me time to speak) you have medical aid right?

Me:” yes”.

Tertia:” Great, these days we can’t dare going to a state hospital, am I right?”

Me:” No, but if you selling something I’m really not interested”.

Tertia:” Our company offer great products and it will really not take a lot of your time? “

Me: peep peep peep  I just hang up)

That’s how most of my calls go when I hear it’s a company selling either life insurance, credit  or cell phone contracts. Continue reading

Prayer

Lord, today I pray for everyone not just for me or my needs. I noticed there is a lot of people who struggle. Not only the poor, but the emotionally scarred. There is things happening around us, things that’s so horrible and these things makes it look like You don’t exist. You are everywhere and you are good… why are there bad things happening? Continue reading